We can spot the libraries
Burning on the horizon,
Half-shrouded in their own smoke,
Grim, ochre haze, like wildfires—
Probably less of a loss
Than any given forest
In the planetary scheme,
But for words, catastrophe.
Some of us will go extinct,
Burnt to ash and gone for good.
Snow is floating towards us,
Mixing with grey paper ash.
There’s a time for everything
To go, which happens to be
When it becomes something else.
Wednesday, April 27, 2022
Their Collected Works Are Really Something Else
The Foolish Hound’s Outing
The dog isn’t barking because
It’s out of control. The dog barks
In helpless acknowledgement that
There’s no controlling anything,
And still you try, you try, you try.
The dog barks in desperation.
It’s a beautiful day away
From the things people do to earn
Your fairy numbers from yourselves
That tell you what you can exchange
For more substantive services
And rather more substantive goods,
All the constrained, unpleasant things,
The repetitive, boring things,
The carefully measured, packaged
Things you’ve chained up to entrain you.
Some of you complain and blame this
On this or that, the government,
The libs, late capitalism.
None of you blame fairy numbers,
Magical, malignant beings
You should never have invented.
Sure, they make your world possible,
Your commodified existence
Of commodified labor and
Commodified attention spans
Running commodity markets,
All thanks to the fairy numbers,
But it’s too late. The first unit
Of counting, the first name exchanged
As countable, equal amounts
Was already commodified.
The smartest sheepdog champion
Listening for whistled commands
In these trials before the crowd
Can’t understand commodities
Or counting identical sheep
Lives as units—key to herding,
To exchanging fairy numbers
Pressed in clay tokens under seal,
Can’t understand how counting things
Led its ancestors to this life
On this green slope, dotted with sheep,
Above a cheering human crowd
Taking the day away from work
And earning their numbers to earn
Other people fairy numbers
Through tickets and concession stands.
Full of joy in its existence,
Following whistles, earning praise
From its whistler who earns numbers
As it splits and reseals the herd,
The wise sheep dog can’t understand,
But the desperate, foolish hound
Left in a locked pickup gets it.
There’s no controlling anything.
Here’s a Horse
Success Leads to More Diverse Deaths
Plasticity of phenotype
Can bridge a sudden, rising flood,
And give the genes time to decide
How to adapt to long-term change.
This is hopeful, ecologists
Note, given how floods are rising.
But what does this mean for offspring?
Plasticity buys each of you
A bit more time to reproduce
Some more variable offspring,
But then selection among them
For permanent adaptations
Requires weeding and winnowing
Of mutants and combinations.
In short, the more offspring you make,
The more chance some live to make more,
Plus the more that get shown the door.
Plasticity breeds more success,
And more successful breeding breeds
More offspring guaranteed to fail,
Fresh opportunities for death.
And Then They Walked On
The ones that could. We didn’t.
We can’t. We can’t move. We go
On though, as things that exist,
As things that exist go on,
Slowly fraying, not searching
For food to consume. Searching
Is as good a name for life
As any. Searching for fuel,
Wasting whatever won’t burn.
The dance is so old, partners
Who used to chase each other
Chase others together now,
Hunting others down in teams.
Early cells changed to engulf
Other cells, some of which changed
To live happily inside
The cells that would digest them,
Until their engulfers died.
Still others made themselves homes
Of their hosts, and the burden
Became the gift of teamwork,
Building multicellular
Monsters who could search for food
Thanks to parasitic fires,
Sometimes put out by still more
Parasites, sometimes engulfed
By other monsters themselves.
You are monsters. You know that?
We can’t move, but we shout it.
You pause. And then you walk on.
April’s Green
If You Had to Go to Prison, They Would Have to Take You In
What is it if you’ve lived
Places, and had houses,
Briefly, or in childhood,
Never one not borrowed
On a bank or rented,
But real residences,
Long enough to call homes,
In towns and villages,
Some of which you liked well,
And you have never been
Truly a wanderer,
Truly independent,
But of all those places
You’ve called home, none of them
Gave you that sense of home
You’ve read about, heard of,
That one spot one belongs?
Aren’t you just missing home?