In the beginning, the word
Is not there. Maybe you just
Missed it, but the more you look
The more certain you become
That the word is not there. When
Was it the word disappeared?
After all, you’re all the way
Back to the beginning, but
Even there, the word’s not there.
This keeps happening, again
And again, almost the same
Every time but never quite.
Reverse engineering talk,
History, mathematics,
Life itself, the world itself,
Your teams and all your machines
Dig, dig, dig, only to end
With pieces and an absence.
The absence is a mirror,
Children, reflecting the one
At the end, the other end.
Sunday, April 17, 2022
Rupturous Descripture
The Elemental Axis of Next-Word Prediction
Troposphere, Stratosphere, Neosphere
Viewed side on, the inner curve
Is dense-ish orange, middle
Snowy white, and outer blue.
From the ground, it’s mostly blue,
Although some days a thick haze
Or low angle to the sun
Reminds you, you live your lives
Down in your burnt-orange soup.
What to do, oh, what to do?
You’re bugs in your envelope
You’ve worked so hard to pollute,
But now that it’s time to hatch
And discard your afterbirth,
Orange dawn’s dawning on you.
Your afterbirth isn’t yours.
You’re part of the placenta,
Part of the waste of what’s done.
What’s going on won’t be you.
Police Status
People are forever
Attempting to control
Personal behaviors,
Both others’ and their own,
Their own in no small part
To lower the profile
Of their risk of being
Punished by the others
Who would police them, too.
Numerous promising
Strategies have been tried—
The individual
Exercise of restraint,
Filial piety,
Worship of ancestral
Models of probity,
Group mockery, shaming,
Ostracism, Ethics,
Little gods, bigger gods,
God who-sees-everything,
Straightforward police states,
Tiers of bosses and spies,
Prizes for reporting
Anyone out of line,
And so forth, and so on.
All the strategies work
At least some of the time,
And all are still in play,
As is brutality,
Which brute force can’t police.
Farmer
The greatest change the planet
Has undergone since at least
The start of the ice ages
And possibly since the fall
Of the Chicxulub killer
That murdered the dinosaurs,
Has been domestication.
We are products of this fact—
Words, languages, are products
As well as early agents
Of this swift transformation
Converting the Earth’s surface
And atmosphere and oceans
Into one organism.
Gaia, domesticated
Concept of a farming tongue,
Didn’t exist before us,
But she’s growing up fast now.
You won’t be happy with her
Perhaps, in her rebellion,
But she’s young. She will be one.
Toy
As we see
It is not
Up to us,
We get dim.
We get low,
If not as
Scared or so
Cold. If it’s
So, be so.
Divagation
If it weren’t for detours
Who’d complete any tours?
Set this aside and think.
You think about your life
For a minute. We’ll wait.
Now that you’re back, tell us,
What was that all about?
Decades after you read
About a place you longed
To visit and ended
Up living in two years,
You find yourself reading
At home, and it comes up,
That place that you escaped
To for two years, then left.
So it was a detour,
And everything a loop
Around it, from the time
You first read about it,
Magic, to this time now
When you read about it,
Memory, one great loop,
Commodius vicus
Commute, or everything
Else has been a detour,
And here you are reading
About a dream again.