Showing posts with label 7 Dec 23. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 7 Dec 23. Show all posts

Thursday, December 7, 2023

Skill Luck

When the variously disabled
Brothers adoption threw together
Were young, their scattered backgrounds ensured

That, as far as sports went, they would root
For teams based in different cities.
These rooting interests slowly hardened

Into the boys’ proxy rivalries,
Crowing over victories, boasting
Of more to come, excusing defeats,

All nothing to do with them, in sports
They never had opportunity
To play, even against each other.

One brother in particular took
Such personal pride in victories,
Such personal umbrage at defeats,

He would get into shouting matches,
Becoming wildly irrational,
Insisting all the accomplishments

Of teams he supported were pure skill,
But those of the teams his brothers cheered
Came from nothing but undeserved luck.

As his brothers loudly argued back,
His position would shrink to two words
He would scream over their shouts—Skill! Luck!

These days, half a century later,
One of the brothers still hears that yell
In the rhetoric of opinions

About growing inequalities
And the merits of the successful,
The disasters of the dispossessed,

All skill, defending the successful,
Just luck, defending those dispossessed,
And then reversed, of course, on offense.

But what of the disabled brothers,
How did the long game play out for them?
No wealth yet, nor death. Cancers, strokes, debts.

The Dead Time and Again Attract Douglas’s Attempt to Comprehend. . . . What It Is to Be Dead

What isn’t it to be dead,
Other than being alive?
Most of the planet is dead,

Above and below the skin.
Mars may be totally dead,
Mercury, Venus, the Moon—

Even the asteroid belt,
All that powdery rubble
Of organic molecules—

All, for the time being, dead.
Most of what you’ve eaten was dead,
Albeit limned in small lives.

Most of what’s made you has been
Dead, alive, and dead again.
But that isn’t what you meant

By what it is to be dead,
Now, is it? Being, for you,
Would be to be you as you,

Whatever you as you are.
Judging from experience
With people whose bodies died,

It would seem there’s no being
You as you among the dead,
At least not as any one

Persona you’ve ever been.
That’s what it is to be dead,
Beyond not being alive,

To not be a you who can
Reflect on being a you,
Nor a you you could talk to.