And then, of course, despite it all,
Despite the hells around the world,
Ominous rumblings underfoot,
Despite everything else, the day,
The stupid day is beautiful
Itself. Wind stirs the courtyard drapes
Of the neighbors away somewhere,
So that pale shadows intervene
To flirt with the green shades of spring
From the other side of the street.
How is it you can feel delight
While shamed by your sense of delight,
Just knowing your delight’s just yours,
Your selfish delight in this light?
Tuesday, May 3, 2022
In the Light
Ever Since Ashur
Sol’s melammu hasn’t changed
Much. Sunspots come and go,
Some brilliant coronal storms,
Good for auroras below,
But on the whole, Sol’s still Sol.
It’s just the sun gods that changed,
Most of them in museums,
And few even know their names—
It’s just the climate that’s changed,
Thanks to events on this globe,
Not any fault of old Sol.
So there’s the sun, burning still,
And here you are, and we are,
Hardly recognizable,
Our own way of burning still.
Dark-Eyed as Wine Lower Down
Good
A core, enduring strangeness
After many encounters
Carves the heart of sturdy art.
It’s astonishing how much
Living can cut out of you
And still leave bits to savor,
The elderly listener
Tuned to a fresh recording
Of a deaf composer.
A Fable That Awakens Echoes
It’s tough to pull metaphors
For everything in heaven
From experiencing Earth.
Field theories and wave functions
Trail their math in chain-mail trains,
But math’s an armadillo,
Tough to kill, risky to shoot,
Capable of ricochets,
Filled with soft animal guts.
We won’t hint math’s ever wrong
(Ricochets are dangerous),
But it may fit the cosmos
So well because the cosmos
Is a metaphor of Earth
Floating in waves of heaven.
Long Slow Meteor
And a quick bat
That is, a single line of light
Across the whole arch of night
Silent and out of reach
Then a sudden shadow
Like a flung glove in your face
A pin squeak
Don’t sleep
Nights Spent Triumphantly Alone
What is failure, exactly?
Like success, it’s slippery.
Also, it needs narrative.
Unhappiness, suffering,
Injury, illness, defeat—
Any creature can know those,
But failure needs a story
About the competition,
About what counts as success,
About effort, about shame,
About good and wickedness.
To truly fail you must fail
By someone else’s standards,
In someone’s good opinion.
No one can fail on their own.