Does a pattern care
If it continues?
Well, surely some do.
How much of what is
Really wants to be?
What is that pattern
Of really wanting
To exist? And when
Did it first exist?
There’s the argument
That whatever is,
Whatever will be,
Must have always been
Inherent. Wanting
Is a blossoming,
More than a seeking,
In that case, although
It sure looks and feels
Like an absence and
Not an inherence
Among what’s hungry.
Saturday, June 11, 2022
Oysters, Meerkats, Turnips
Indivisibly Divisible Thoughts of Individuals
How broken do we have to be
Not to mean? We’re fragmentary
Almost all of the time in speech,
But redundancy lets us mean.
The branches of spruce and the flight
Feathers from which quills were once made
Look similar in silhouette.
Spiral galaxies pirouette
Around such coincidences,
But meaning’s kin to gravity
More than to signs’ interactions,
Gathering cumulatively.
Then is it, as with gravity,
Inhering, or is it the light,
Thrown electromagnetism,
Waves echoing as projected?
There’s some kind of continuum
Between random phonemes and texts
Crafted by wise algorithms,
And most of us lie along it,
Neither spoken whole nor wholly
Broken, but whether we’re glowing
From internal fusion or tossed
Around to bounce off surfaces,
We still seem uncertain to us.
Even gravity curves and waves.
Every fracture makes connections,
Whether compressed or uncoiling.
Differently Abled
Say you swapped your body with the weather.
Say you could stay awake while doing this.
You’d finally gain a little control
Of the weather, at the price of losing
Control of your body altogether.
You could obsessively regulate rain,
Make days warmer with a little effort,
Or cover yourself in snowdrifts to sulk,
But pain or comfort would schedule themselves
With no regard to what you did at all.
Things would be different, but only on
A gradient reversed from what you’ve known—
With the most intense incapacity
Closest in, more input farther from home.
Inefficiency Never Knows Its Limits
Every moment is equally real.
Every moment’s banal and sublime,
Although you may be in no fit state
To notice each as such at the time.
It’s a serious problem, of course,
As this short-circuits the best-laid schemes.
There’s no fundamentally finer
Time to exist, except in daydreams.
On the plus side, your experience
Differs so much, minute by minute,
That whether the world’s never better,
Nor worse, means little when you’re in it.
On the down side, you mostly feel less
Than each moment’s as good as it gets.
Onions and Attitudes Cafe
Useful Extra Evil
No one’s perfect, but no one’s
Imperfection’s equally
Evil. This is important.
This is where theology
Fastens to society—
Everyone’s imperfections,
For whatever claimed reasons,
Must remain distributed
Unequally. You may say
You own some, but not so much
As many, and never more
Than most among so many.
Beat your breast. Confess your sins.
Do what you can to fit in.
Honor the right ancestors.
Vow to do better because
Evil is always out there,
And out there evil’s greater.
There’s No Fix for What Can’t Quit
Obsessed with causal theories
And social obligations,
Many people ask themselves,
Is something in us broken,
Or have we broken ourselves?
Let this thought occur to you—
You are desperate (life is),
You are hungry and make waste
(Life does this, and life eats it),
And you are obligately
Social (most social lives are),
But you are not yet failures,
And if anything’s broken,
It’s whatever engine brakes
Runaway technology,
Which is also the engine
Of all you could call success.
Who knows if this has a cliff?